February 2012
89 posts
Time to beast through this 8 page paper in the...
No paper = no disneyland .. and trust me .. I’m GOING to disneyland tonight .. hahaha :)
Worried ..
My grandma’s in the hospital again and it just sounds like things are getting worst. She’s losing a lot of blood and it’s really scaring me :( I asked my mom if she wanted me to go home to help but she told me to stay here because things are a mess there. I wish I could do more than just sit here and wait for them to update me.
Scar tissue ..
Is oozing out of my belly button piercing .. It’s supposedly normal and it just says to clean it and leave it alone. I’m so tempted to pull all of the tissue out .. Fuck. Lol ..
Let's go home and get some BJ's.: “I really don’t... →
darwinpornel:
“I really don’t understand people sometimes. You have all these high expectations for them and what they’re like and what they stand for, and you even SUPPORT them and give them the benefit of the doubt in their intentions and their reasons. But in the end, of course, they don’t meet those…
I wish some people were less insecure.
Instead of worrying about how bad about themselves they feel all the time, maybe they’d open their eyes and see all the people they pushed away because of their constant negativity. No one can make you feel that bad about yourself. Confidence comes from within. I shouldn’t have to feel bad for being comfortable in my own skin. If I’m being nice to you and treating you like...
Hating is hating.
It doesn’t matter if you’re “oppressed” or “privileged” .. If you hate on something or someone you’re still doing it. And it doesn’t make you any better. It just makes you a hypocrite. It really puts me into shock how some people can be so vindictive and to twist a good act into something full of anger? Really? Intentionally making others feel bad...
ME & CASEY ARE GOING TO THE MEDITERRANEAN THIS...
Applications & deposits turned in! I’m so essitted! One step closer to fulfilling my studying abroad dreams :D
Just a little FYI:
I HATE fronting money for others. Mostly because I don’t get paid back in forever and just having things under my name makes me liable for everyone else. You guys act like I have an unlimited amount of money. Um no, I have bills and rent to pay and I’m only allotted a certain amount. Everyone, for god’s sake, be a little more responsible because it isn’t fucking fair that I...
Drained.
This weekend was too much. So on Friday I was planning on staying in Irvine so that I could study and do my project for psych but I found out my grandma is in the hospital so I drove down to San Diego to see her. I thought I’d be able to do my own errands and be able to do some school work still but I had to do a bunch of stuff and errands for my mom because she didn’t have the time to...
chubbycheekss:
Gotta start saving!
Just finished my packet for studying abroad .. All I have to do is write a check and turn it in .. Ahhhh so scary and exciting at the same time!!!! I need to put myself in check and start managing my money so that I can have some extra moolah to spend while I’m over there and not be in too much debt >.< Yayayayayayay :)
Too real.
I just woke up from one of the shittiest dreams I could have. I hate waking up with the pain still there. Time to shake it off. Thank god it didn’t really happen. I guess I care more than I think.
I wish I answered that phone call.
I just thought it was an accident and the voicemail seemed like they didn’t even mean to call me .. I would’ve tried going home sooner. I guess I’ll be in SD for the day. I hope you’ll be okay lola :(
Why do I bother saying anything at all?
Nothing I say matters anyways. Even when you’re in the wrong, the blame gets put on me. You accuse me for the most ridiculous things. You get mad over things that any other person would be happy about. You even make the good times end on a bad note when they were perfectly fine. I can understand feeling like shit when things turn sour, but what I can’t understand is you making me feel...
We have too many of these conversations ..
Me: Only smoke weed if you're horny or hungry
Leon: That's all the time for you Lav!
Fuck you Leon -_________-'
Stressed out.
I feel like I’m starting to fall behind .. I don’t know. Or I’m not as on top of things as I’d like to be. I’m doing better than previous quarters for sure .. It’s just lately I find myself getting tired more easily and I do have a lot more on my plate now so that makes sense. But I hate it when people try to tell me what to do with my schedule. I’m going...
I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no...